In this page, I write what I think, where I edit page in this site and other. Mainly, I tell you my note, my diary, what I create.

I make my head cool and I think about my site, I must look truth I stopped to write many documents, I'm very surprised... I stopped to write about "About Computer", "Tuuin Diary", "Murakami Takasi Museum Report" ... and I write nothing about "Yokohama Toriennerle 2001 Report" :-P. Now I would like to write book review slowly, slowly. So I can't write other contents without book review. If you want to read other contents, please wait just a moment... (2002/01/25)
I'm sorry... I can't receive e-mail with email@lavalse.org... I exchange mail server but maybe I have mistake to install OS. But I don't think I change MUA into sendmail. Because my machine is used to crack other machine. I think I must re-install OS and re-setting but I don't give up to repair my machine :-) If you have to communicate with me, please send e-mail to lavalse@geocitites.co.jp.
Whatever troubles happen, I think I must contract with Internet provider. (Now I use free e-mail without my server's mail account.) Recently my parents cancel OCN(Japanese one of biggest Internet provider), so I will contract a Internet provider for trip and the time that I go to other country. This time, I will create new mirror page, and I have something when troubles happens.
And ... My my motivation function become down. If I write about it in mathematical expression, "If I define f(t) = my motivation , f'(t) < 0." 2 or 3 days before I feel that f'(t) = 0 ...
At last, I write what I will write in Homepage. I will write about
my computer environment that become ultimate completed and
introduction about it, theory of modern computer operation, going to
hospital diary(I don't update for last year...), book review(I read
KOMURO Tetuya Naoki's book. Libary tell me to return books I
rent, so I must read it fast...) and translation of my homepage's old
content... . When I write down what I should do, my mind becomes blue
:-(. I have many things that I should do, so it becomes late to update
my homepage. My policy is "I do only what I can do". So I will update
little by little. (So you must not check my homepage often :-) But you
should check about my mail problem.)
Please watch my homepage with mercy ;-)
In before , after new year(1/1) and before my birthday(1/7), I'm very bad. So I have rest with job, I live in only my room and I'm in HUTON. Recently my feeling becomes good, so I update my homepage. I don't update my homepage for long time, Because I have to do things around me.
I have many troubles, so I become to write housekeeping book. I have PDA and money management software, so it is easy to manage my money. But it is complexed to input first state of money. When I did it, I can't tell a word because I have many many receipt that wasn't controlled. And and. I have many things to do in real world. So I update homepage "only" sometime for long time. Please excuse me about it.
At last, My homepage is registered by Yahoo Japan. It takes long time... But I think "reason that my page is registered" is not only upgrade of my page's quality also fall of quality of Yahoo Japan. But It's happy thing!!!
I overdose my medicens... It don't become big happening... I take medicens as a mount of my hand. Please wait me to tell what happen...(2002/01/05)
I make homepeger new style (But I changge only VISUAL ^^;), I schadule I'll spend happy time. I spend in my country if there aren't event in far place. (Last year, I have many many events in end of year...) But I want to enjoy events in my country ( which I plan to :-)
For few mont, I think I concentrate to write book review, create music. Please enjoy my home page in future.
It seems everybody enjoy Hurry-Potter's movie. But some people get action as under this.
Hurry-Potter burning project "Holy Fire" in American church.In fact, movement as it began not recent. In a state of Australia, government stopped to publish Hurry-Potter's text, In Korea, It become problem in educational group that some children is over affected with Hurry-Potter's story.
I watch movement as this, I think that "Human-Being often study from history." In a case, oldest movement as this is maybe "Funsho-Koujyu"(*1). In order to persist, man of power do such movement. ("Man of Power" include people who is in religional high pots ion. If you think why you say that?, you must study Christian's history in Europe.) But it happen such movement, "Jyukyo" and other culture is alive today. Why do they understand such idea?
I don't know Japan become in future. But I think that it is important that we grow up childrens who can understand difference between real(society) and fiction(stories). Why such children's mistake happen? I think that it happens because Real have deep problem or fiction becomes greater than real. Make it whitch, I think that It won't become answer and leads conner of yourself to hide fictions from childrens.
When saying so, there was such sentence. (Maybe it is'nt collect. If you know who say this sentence and other, please tell me :-)
Please remember this sentence.